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Wednesday, June 17, 2009

i need new music so bad i don't even have a song title for this

I wasn't going to blog, I was going to go on vacation like Stella and get my groove back with a hot, younger, Caribbean man, but I had to work so here is what y'all get.


I am over Keri, the dirty ho didn't show up to the concert. The night was great despite her no showing ways. I was in some great company. The Dream was amazing. His music sounds much better when not prefaced by "Radio Killa." But I am still over Keri. I am giving away the beautiful hounds tooth cd and everything. How dare she stand me up like that. Skank.


I need new music, I need a new cd to play over and over again. any suggestions? I used to be the go to person for music. I knew music. But lately I have been what I call musically stagnant. I don't feel inspired or excited to listen to anything.


I no longer want to buy a house. It is too much wahala. (That's one of my new Yoruba words, it means drama, trouble, hassle) I think that I am not ready to be a homeowner. I will be moving though. I don't really have a choice about it. My apartment has been leased to someone else. I am mostly ok with that cause I like new and shiny things so a new shiny apartment will be fun. But my lease is up the same weekend I am supposed to leave for family vacation. Not sure when I am going to have time to move.


I went to a salsa club on Friday. I heart salsa. It is so much fun. There were so many great (at least to me they looked great) dancers there and the whole salsa community seems like fun. And they have mojitos, amazing mojitos. I think i am going to stick with the salsa thing. And while i am still between good and not sucking I can see good in the far, far, far future.

I am finding out that more people read my craziness than I thought. When I started blogging i didn't want any ACU people to read it cause i figured they would judge me. But you know what? I don't care. I think that I am doing a decent job of living the best life I know how and if people disagree with me then that's their problem not mine. I think that sometimes as Christians we forget to love and only judge. I hope God is proud and happy with me, But if he isn't, that's between the two of us. No one else.

That being said, I am not putting this link on facebook because Bukola's friends are on facebook. Abrahma and Bukola will judge here and now. Bukola does not need to know about sleepovers or mojitos. And Abraham, whose definition of the talk is "don't go in boys rooms, they only want one thing" does not need to know about sleepovers.

I will never understand people that need to come to the bank more than once a week. The people that come daily are a whole different kind of crazy. why??



Being weaveless is working out ok. I still want to call my hair my weave piece. At first I hated it and really missed my hair. But then i weighed myself. That mess weighed at least 2 pounds. Now i am learning to love it. Nothing drastic has happened like the last time, well the 2 pounds was drastic, but that's it.


Last week I went to dinner with Laura and Lauri. They are both very pregnant and had lots to say about being pregnant. Not going to lie, they didn't exactly sell the experience. they actually made it sound pretty not fun but it was good to see them. Another friend called to tell me she is pregnant this week. It never really affected me when everyone got married, I felt like i was too young to be some one's wife, I still feel that way, But people having babies is throwing me. I still don't want to be married and I sure as hell am not ready to be responsible for a whole other person. But i feel like they are two life steps ahead of me. I am riding on the short bus of life. But at least I will have babies to play with.


Talking about guys on the blog is going to be a little interesting. I really don't want to get myself in trouble. Lets just say i might have a new rush. Evelin and I use that word to describe when you kinda like someone and it isn't a full fledged crush, but you are more than a little curious. I am rushing.


I am so hungry, my head hurts, I am going to eat chick fil a. I will probably gain my weave loss back but its the only thing that i am hungry for.